Starting Over Isn’t Failure. It’s the Practice.
The other morning I slept in.
Not by a little. But by enough that my whole slow morning routine went out the window. No meditation, no gentle movement or posture practice. No breathwork. Just the jarring realization that I had missed my window and the day was already moving without me.
The first sign of how off I was came when I sat down with my coffee and my journal and wrote the wrong day of the week at the top of the page. I thought it was Sunday. It wasn’t. It was Monday. I laughed out loud at myself, crossed it off, and started again.
Starting over isn’t failure. Sometimes it’s just a Monday.
That moment at my journal reminded me of something I come back to again and again in my teaching. In Ayurveda, there is a practice called dinacharya. Dinacharya is a Sanskrit word that means daily routine. Not a rigid schedule, more like a daily rhythm. A set of small, intentional practices that anchor the day and support your body, your mind, and your energy. Things like waking at a consistent time, moving the body, sitting in stillness, eating with awareness, journalling. Simple things, done consistently, that over time build a foundation of real balanced health and living.
Dinacharya is not about being perfect. It was about remembering and returning to the rhythms and simple habits that best support you. And that morning, finding my way back into rhythm happened unexpectedly.
Instead of sitting on my meditation cushion, because I didn’t have the time or space to do so that morning, I laced up my shoes, hooked the dog on his leash and took a stroll through the woods. But not at my normal pace. Instead, I urged myself to walk a little slower. Not because I was lethargic to still sleepy, but because over the years I’ve learned how to turn a regular old walk into a moving mediation. One that supports waking up the senses and expanding my awareness. My routine meditation practices do this for me every morning. But because I had missed that window, I needed to arrive in my body and mySelf in a different way.
This is what I LOVE about yoga. It has offered me a framework of practices to lean into when things and life experiences throw you off kilter.
In the Yoga Sutras, a collection of teachings compiled by the sage Patanjali over 2,000 years ago, he named nine obstacles that pulled us away from practicing. One of them was styana (stee-AH-nah). That sluggish, foggy, can’t-quite-get-started feeling. It’s the heaviness that settles in after a bad sleep, a hard week, or a long stretch of going through the motions. I knew it well that morning. But what mattered was what I did with it.
I didn’t skip practice. I modified it. I took it outside. And somewhere between spotting a doe and buck grazing alongside the trail and a little spotted fawn at the river’s edge, my senses woke up. My mind did too as it landed in the moment of awe and awareness at these wonderful sights — gifts from Mother Nature.
The fog lifted.
That was what starting over looked like for me the other morning. Not dramatic, just a quiet decision to adapt my practice and see it through.
Routine will fall apart. Life will inevitably interrupt best laid plans. You will miss a morning, a week, or maybe even longer. And every single time that happens, you get to begin again. Not from zero, but from exactly where you are. Starting over isn’t failure. It’s the practice. It always has been.
This is the thread I will be pulling on throughout June inside the AUM@home Community. The monthly theme is tapas — a personal observance from the Yoga Sutras that translates as disciplined action. The steady, committed showing up that builds something real over time. Not intensity, consistency. Showing up on the days it feels easy, and finding a way back on the days things feel hard.
This is what we do inside each month in the community. We explore a new theme rooted in Yoga and Ayurveda through live classes, teachings, and resources that stay in the library, right at your finger tips. so whether you are just beginning or have been practicing for years, there is always something for you to explore and practice.
See you on the inside,
xoM